finally made it to the saturday service at asc yesterday. cuifen jie, skg and everyone else still look the same. im so glad im back there to be with them for service. although the speaker wasn't that dynamic, he talked about something really important-we need communication to keep a family intact. it really made me think about speaking to my parents about life, and sharing with them about how i feel about certain things. both are working and home usually quite late, except for that 20min every morning in the car i'll see dad. and probably during the weekends. now that sis is waiting for her graduation and staying at home all day, i can't imagine how would life be without her to talk to me.

catching up with some friends, life has also been busy of late for them, tied down by studies too. like me, they are all looking forward to the mid-term rest. but i seem to have alot of stuff planned for this june, but at the end of the day will still be back to mugging at home at my table. sis will be off to europe till 21stjune from 30thmay, im gonna die at home. bukit bt2 will just be another hill before Mount A'-level.

sometimes, its hard to say how i feel. the deeper the feeling is, the more confidence you need to get all those words phrased nicely then out of the mouth. you'll need heaps of sincerity to get the whole idea across, which im still short of now and i cant find them. help me if you can, its much appreciated. im gonna muster all the confidence that i have.

Where words fail, music speaks.

-hans christian anderson