talk about yesterday first. wasted the whole day away. slept in the afternoon, watched baseball and drank at night. couldn't sleep at night, so waited till quite late when i feel a bit more tired and finally slept. john turned pink after a small sip of absolut citron. zhong zi turned red. i actually got to play the rory gallagher's guitar at waikay's place yesterday. it was like a guitar wonderland. you have gibson vos that cost well over $8000 and many fender custom guitars. i really love the rory strat, but thats $4000 plus. so, forget about getting it soon.

lack of sleep, i was yawning away during training today. when i get bored even in the court, i'll just yawn and energy level drops. this could be why i can't stop moving in court, if not i just can't play for nuts.

the blocktest result was sorely disappointing. although its math only, its bad enough. not a fail, but just not good enough for me to feel good. i will start mugging next week, and resume the hunt for As. i can do it, we can do it. continue to believe and keep the faith strong, for God never gives up on you. unless you give up on yourself.

im gonna sleep. see you around tomorrow.