it wasnt really a good day for me today. it started of pretty much alright as usual, and there's the ocip presentation during assembly. i thought it was quite a good job. pe was tiring, adding on to the fatigue from training yesterday. did the 2.4km trial run today, ricky counted 6 when he ran 5, so i ran 5 in the end too. 9min plus, i gotta run faster. thats without any prior running training, so its not so bad.

here comes the decline of my mood today. yesterday mr lee released the math result. today was chemistry. i thought it would not be that bad, but ended up the same as math. i really dont know what went wrong, so terribly wrong. maybe it was just the lack of time. felt terrible for the rest of the day till physics.

miss huang's lessons are interesting as usual. and she returned the scripts today. i couldn't change the mcq marks, so its fixed. then what she did was that we had to add our score ourselves, theres no marks on the cover page. thankfully, 68 out of 100. the paper 2 i had 56. i was never confident about scoring well in physics, and it turned out that its my most consistent subject of all.

i was quite alright after the lesson, then miss jasmine tan called me, saying she wants to speak to me and clarify some stuff. it was about service learning, and its about jin kahn and friends. these idiots claimed that i did not tell him anything about service learning and now they are blaming me for them missing the whole thing. they were informed about it during the holidays and did not come for even a single practice. i wont want to get myself into trouble. if you chose not to come, why blame me? i did my job, you dont follow my instructions and please do not blame me and get lost. besides, you peeps dont even seem to care about this service learning thing, so do you think you deserve even me telling you? that got me really pissed off, although you may not see it written all over my face

the journey home on service 8 was never short and the bus never fails to be packed. and there was this little girl that was crying all the way for a good 45min till she alighted. i really felt like slapping her if the bus was not so packed and i could reach her.

now im tired and lost about the results. from ABC to BEE. i really want to know what happened. maybe its a sign that i should start studying again.