It has been a good year on since the accident last year. It was traumatic, but part of me is really itching to get back on to the saddle and spin away, blitzing down the tarmac towards ECP. Have I not learnt how dangerous the roads are? Have I not learnt how much pain, inconvenience and worry I have brought to those around me? Should I not treasure my life that bit more?
Reflecting on how I have constantly been feeling, it's actually kinda like sin. We proclaim that we will not sin, yet every now and then we slip a bit. The difference is the assurance of salvation. We, being humans, love to tempt danger. Have we not learnt how painful it is to be mired in sin? Have we not learnt how dangerous sin is? Have we not learnt how much pain we have brought to God when we sin? Should we not treasure our salvation that bit more?
It's tempting, and it's hard to resist. I really want to get fitter on the bike. But, there is no way that it is going to happen, at least in the near future.
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