I'm finally back at home after a long stay away in Europe. It was a good time away I guess. The 2 months away was a trying period for my faith, for I was unable to find a Christian church, let alone a good one, that I could attend. I depended largely on online sermons to keep myself fed, along with the daily bible readings. As much as the online sermons are helpful, it is also important to remember what is a church about. It is about people. If you are alone and plugged in, listening to the same message preached halfway around the world, you are not a church. The fellowship with other Christians makes a church a church. That's the reason why I was rather upset about not being able to find a church in Poland.
I spent a good bulk of my time thinking and reflecting about certain things. I had been harsh with my words a while back and I fully understand that there is no way that I could take those hurtingly cold responses back anymore. All I knew then was that I had to put an end to what we were going through, and it is rather pointless to let it drag on. Looking back, was it worth it? Perhaps. I am happier now. I'm free and I know it.
That aside, it was good to be back in church and swing right back into Sunday school with the little kids. Yes, I'm back with little kids after spending 6 weeks with Polish kids. I'm glad to be back.
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