rest.

It has been a long week, one that was way too tiring and taxing, both physically and mentally. I can barely recall which time during the week that I had a proper rest. Meeting deadlines, timings, performing overnight duties, working without sufficient rest. I do feel like a machine sometimes, and I have to switch off all the emotions that I have in order to give 100%. I cannot say that I'm feeling frustrated, or feel emotional. Once I start thinking of those, I'm off track and I'm delaying everything that's queued behind, waiting for me to attend to them.

Now, my week isn't over yet. But I'm thankful that I still have half a weekend for myself. I'm also thankful that the rain came at the right time. I have some time for myself at this point, I should make use of it to sit back and let everything flow again.

Time to get my life back.

“Do not fear, for I have redeemed you;
I have summoned you by name; you are mine.
2 When you pass through the waters,
I will be with you;
and when you pass through the rivers,
they will not sweep over you.
When you walk through the fire,
you will not be burned;
the flames will not set you ablaze.
3 For I am the LORD your God,
the Holy One of Israel, your Savior; "

-Isaiah 43:1-3