it's been another week in the specialist school.

a tough week, being mentally and emotionally tested. totally disgusted at how ugly humans can get, daggers flying all over the place. i gotta watch my back for the 6 weeks to come. some people just do not understand how to read body language even when the signal is clear for them to 'back off and leave me alone'.

i wouldn't be surprised at all if a fight breaks out due to the few selfish 'commanders-to-be' that do things only for their own interest. want to be a commander? learn to make friends first. you'll probably never learn.

i'm spending my Saturday resting at home, need some time to mentally prep myself to the week to come. and recover from all the shit that's bugging me. it's been a bad>good week. hope you'll understand.