myles kennedy with slash, awesome set.
i'm gonna miss the singapore leg of slash's asian tour.

it's been another week in the specialist school.

a tough week, being mentally and emotionally tested. totally disgusted at how ugly humans can get, daggers flying all over the place. i gotta watch my back for the 6 weeks to come. some people just do not understand how to read body language even when the signal is clear for them to 'back off and leave me alone'.

i wouldn't be surprised at all if a fight breaks out due to the few selfish 'commanders-to-be' that do things only for their own interest. want to be a commander? learn to make friends first. you'll probably never learn.

i'm spending my Saturday resting at home, need some time to mentally prep myself to the week to come. and recover from all the shit that's bugging me. it's been a bad>good week. hope you'll understand.

Life: Why Is SpongeBob The Most Ideal Friend?

Life: Why Is SpongeBob The Most Ideal Friend?: "Patrick: He still loves me even if I'm stupid. He ignores my weakness. Squidwerd: I always drive him away and yet he's still there for me..."

sometimes, i tend to take a lot of time lying on the bed thinking about my future, and what's gonna come my way. Ffailure always seems to be out of the question, i don't really allow myself to fail.
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so far, i'm unsure about what's ahead, the far far ahead. everything changes so fast. what i've planned that seems to be feasible given the current context might not work. being able to adapt quickly will be a skill i must acquire in order to survive.

i've given 2 years of my life to the nation, i'm sure of my life for this period of time. i'll work hard for what i want and make things work for me. in 2 years, i hope to sort things out and find back my old self.

you might be wondering how i blog on a weekday afternoon. let me try this out, i'm posting via my phone! 1 more hour and i should be done for today.

i'm really thankful for who i am and who i'm going to be. also for you.

give me 7 years, i'll show you what i can achieve.

going to the far west. see you soon (:

i'm a fighter.

fighting my own mistakes, fighting myself.

i'm fighting just to become a better person.

time to sleep, tomorrow will be a new day.

"Come and listen to my counsel. I'll share my heart with you and make you wise. "

proverbs 1:23

a slow slow thursday. and i've found good stuff on youtube from pinkpop 2010

thursday morning.

It’s not always rainbows and butterflies
It’s compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door’s always open
You can come anytime you want

-She will be loved by Maroon 5

there's a disaster in me. time for some reflection.

awesome start to my block leave with 'harbour lights' and 'red devil' (:

we'll probably not forget the latter, 75.5% of pure goodness that's abit (understatement?) on the stronger side of things.

one whole week to go!