you know how photos really dig up memories?i was transferring the ocip photos, so i thought maybe look at them again. all the good and bad moments start to rush back from somewhere in my brain. actually there arent many of the bad ones though. watched the team video again, same feelings. and i think there's a short version of that on youtube. i wonder who posted that, but i guess its melodie since i think she's the only one who has the raw stuff and edit the original video, or make another version. i think the ocip team had a very deep impact on me, im closer to the team than to some of my classmates. its only one more week before we meet again on valentine's to complete the local cip. im not so sure where is it, but i know it will be a good time.

gonna spend the night at ntu with the malaysian and the cambodian, will be playing cards to kill time. will be dead tired by the time i reach home in the evening tomorrow, should see zhengyi and a few others at the vertical marathon.

off to revise for the math bt1 now. i want to keep the A.

just to share a song by Queen. Too Much Love Will Kill You.
Im just the pieces of the man I used to be
Too many bitter tears are raining down on me
Im far away from home
And Ive been facing this alone
For much too long

I feel like no-one ever told the truth to me
About growing up and what a struggle it would b
eIn my tangled state of mind
Ive been looking back to find
Where I went wrong

Too much love will kill you
If you cant make up your mind
Torn between the lover
And the love you leave behind
Youre headed for disaster
cos you never read the signs
Too much love will kill you
Every time

Im just the shadow of the man I used to be
And it seems like theres no way out of this for me
I used to bring you sunshine
Now all I ever do is bring you down
How would it be if you were standing in my shoes
Cant you see that its impossible to choose
No theres no making sense of it
Every way I go Im bound to lose

Too much love will kill you
Just as sure as none at all
Itll drain the power thats in you
Make you plead and scream and crawl
And the pain will make you crazy
Youre the victim of your crime
Too much love will kill you
Every time

Too much love will kill you
Itll make your life a lie
Yes, too much love will kill you
And you wont understand why
Youd give your life, youd sell your soul
But here it comes again
Too much love will kill you
In the end...